the generation who saw

I don't feel comfortable being the generation
who saw climate change coming,
could do something about it 
and yet stood around doing nothing.

No.

This is not going to work for me. 

Hawt Mess

change

It's time for a change. 
Prepare for chaos.

t-Time

There are two women sitting in my head...

Each jabbering on about which path I should take.

One screams for safety and security.
"You need a job" it yells. 
"How are you to pay the bills?
How will you have a quality life without income?"

My other demon cries for passion.
"Some one needs to stand up for the earth!"
"This person should be you,"
"Help the helpless Hannah"

Would I be able to hold onto my sanity 
Boxed in a room 
With numbers, paper and ink?

Can I survive without comfort?
Will saving the voiceless 
make struggles I cannot with stand?

Could I find my peace
with a balance of work and play?
Would I be able to crunch numbers
Whiles doing my share 
To save what I love?

What's the possibility of me
finding others who would fund my actions?
There is the possibility 
that I may find a great job of science. 
 
But basically, 
I'm sitting here shitting up a stress storm.